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[01 Jul 2007|09:14pm] i don't want to merely tell you i love you, i want to show you with my life. i aspire to be compassionate, loving, true, genuine, humble, accepting, honest, encouraging, kind. i have big dreams, and i have big things trying to hold me back. but i have something even bigger that's going to push me ahead. "Relationships don't work they way they do on television and in the movies. Will they? Won't they? And then they finally do, and they're happy forever. Gimme a break. Nine out of ten of them end because they weren't right for each other to begin with, and half of the ones who get married get divorced anyway, and I'm telling you right now, through all this stuff I have not become a cynic. I haven't. Yes, I do happen to believe that love is mainly about pushing chocolate covered candies and, y'know, in some cultures, a chicken. You can call me a sucker, I don't care, because I do believe in it. Bottom line: it's couples who are truly right for each other wade through the same crap as everybody else, but the big difference is they don't let it take them down. One of those two people will stand up and fight for that relationship every time. If it's right, and they're real lucky, one of them will say something. 1 comment|post comment

[17 Jun 2007|04:07am] i haven't posted in forever. but lately my heart seems lost. post comment

[22 Mar 2007|04:50pm] though it's hard, never forgetting long nights. early morning garage cigarettes and endless ps2 marathons. back seat kisses snuggles on cold days sharing my blanket for once and even sharing my bed when what was mine was yours and vise versa your music which eventually grew on me flee market trips countless dollars spent on overpriced movies rentals losing track of exactly how many times through taco bell drive through sitting in the emergency room for 3 hours waiting on you to get better holes in my wall from where you got frustrated at me ddr challenges peeps and pikas and tonerberrys lord knows how many fetuccini dinners peach, and how you wouldn't let me drink soda laying out on the lawn together for hours, with a bag of doritos watching out to see if my dad will catch me smoking sneaking on the window sneaking in the window how you only didn't stay the night 2 nights a week at my house and how my dad used to get pissed because you never left working together....for 3 days nanner's october birthdays, just letting you know i still am 2 years older than you nunders, and my favorite silky boxers baths together, you sneaking in the shower how you used to sit and talk to me while i shaved my legs reading fashion magazines together playing bitchtar for endless hours katamari, and final fantasy so so so so so so much more i will never forget. fuck did i ever do anything to deserve losing my best friend? 1 comment|post comment

[17 Dec 2006|09:14pm] Sunday D e c e m b e r 1 7, 2 0 0 6 i finally got to talk to my honey for more than 3 fucking minutes. It was nice, but it makes me miss him even more. but baby, 725miles is too far from your heart. and sometimes i wonder if my love can stretch that far, and i wonder even more if it really gets across through a phone line. or if it gets scattered into the atmosphere. i hope he gets it. but i think i like the later too, because the world could use some love also. only 8 days, 8 more longgg days ahead of me post comment

[16 Dec 2006|05:18pm] Saturday D e c e m b e r 1 6, 2 0 0 6 so i've had a pretty good week, spent it with the bestfriends ^-^ i have the next nine days almost planned out to a tee it's exciting to have plans school ends wednesday, and finals are tuesday which is no fun. i'm really not excited for christmas, because my parents bitch about spending money so i can only guess how much they'll bitch about having to get me what i need to go out of state. which i'll be there in about 9 and a half days! my one year anniversary is on christmas, which i wont be with him to celebrate but on dec 26th 3pm i'll be in virginia. i checked the forecast for there and of course it's not going ot snow, oh the dread. i will never see snow :X but i'm off to the mall with josh, armando, and arron to do some christmas shopping. big whoop. but i love those kids. hope finals go well for you all. post comment

[27 Nov 2006|09:27pm] I'll be your winter coat buttoned and zipped straight to the throat With the collar up so you won't catch a cold post comment

[30 Jul 2006|08:01pm] And as the summer's ending, The cool air will rush your hard heart away. You were so condescending. And this is all that's left: The empty bottles, spent cigarettes. So pack a change of clothes, 'cause it's time to move on. post comment

[15 Mar 2006|03:43pm] I'm an IF kind of person. I'd take photographs IF I had a camera. I'd write IF I had something to write about. I wouldn't be sitting here IF I could drive. But since IF is a synonym for BUT I CAN'T; since IF and NO are so similar in my mind; since motivation is completely foreign to me ::: none of this will ever come true. I'm lacking color. You wouldn't think it, but colors cost money. post comment

[02 Mar 2006|08:54pm] it's back to friends only comment me to add 4 comments|post comment

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